Unbearable Cost

Since I started 
I couldn’t stop
From the moment I saw you everything changed
Food became tasteless
Yet your are still flawless

From the incidents lately I realized
This isn’t love
This is a kind of appreciation towards beauty
I never notice the problem until you said no
I went through hell and heaven for that one single NO
But still thank you

I found out 
That someone you love 
Is the one you can talk to when you are sad or down
The one and can talk to you when she is sad or down
And it is happy and relaxed when both of us are together
Not only trying to be in tip-top shape every single second

I realized that
It was your humor I liked
It was the daring and adventurous nature in you that I like
It was your passionate character that I liked
But now it is gone
I don’t want it gone 
Just because of those three words
And now I regret it
For a unchangeable loss
I not only lose in the love part
Fore most I lost a great friend