I'm Single

Why is it that I am the one that always do the talking?
Is it because you want to show that you are not interested?
Why do you threat me like a stranger?
Is it a hint for me to give up?
I never thought of it until yesterday.
Why am I so dumb?
There are so many clues that tell me one thing,
Give up
Then so be it.
But is it so hidden that I didn’t notice?
Or I refuse to accept it?
Why do I refuse to do so?
Am I so eager for this relationship?
Am I?
To be hurt over and over again is something I have been facing
Or can I say that something that I have got used to
Maybe I am destined to be a lone ranger for the rest of the year.
I can live with that
In fact I have been living with that for the past few years

I am single…

Between Us

There might be times where you feel like you are alone and don’t know what to do. And I am in that time now. I a very busy person, I take part in many school activities. Meeting, marching, games, camps I’m already numb to all these. In a busy life, I can’t find time to do other things, such as family, sports and love.
Love, is something very unfamiliar to me. I once had a fantasy.

The first look on your smile hypnotized me,
Is that love at first sight?
I am not sure,
I’m not sure if I’m in love.
But if I’m really in love,
What should I do?
Dates? Chocolates? Flowers?
I would really want something more realistic.
Not those epic movies we see.

Acquaintance between both of us,
Important place for each of our heart,
Deep love for the sake of each other,
Care and thoughtful,
And one thing to finish it all,
True love’s first kiss
To seal this ever-lasting myth.

I hope that this might happen.

















Between us.

Folly’s Decision

Maybe there is something that I missed out,
Maybe there is another meaning behind your rejection,
Maybe you love me but doesn’t want me to get it too easily,
All these “maybes” are excuses I made for myself,
Something to make myself feel better.

Maybe it is very simple,
Maybe I am too afraid to see anything,
Maybe it is time I learn to accept the changing matters,
All these are the things I should truly look at,
Maybe I am just not good enough.

For the devil and angel in my head,
Wars and battles have been fought,
Yet there isn’t a winner.
One day I haven’t made up my mind,
The decision won’t be made.
To accept or just to stay firm?

I am a folly,
Why not just listen to the equipoise?
Why not just listen to my heart?
It tells me one thing,
And one thing only.




You’re the one.