ME

I might not be the a popular likeable character
I might not be smart
I might not be charming
People might not like the way I threat others
People might object the way I deal with things
But no matter how this is me
I won’t change because you don’t like my way
I fight against any injustice
I walk in the border of the law
I speak and object to things I don’t like
I do the things the way I feel is most effective 
The benefit of whom and what I am concern is what I care the most
I don’t bother what position or power you have
I hate people who are conservative
I hate people who force others to accept their thinking
I hate the useless government who wasted all our effort of building the country
This is my way 
When a person have found who or what they want to be
Even the force of a falling meteor will change my will
And I will stand still and firm no matter what
This is me and it is up to your to choose whether you want to know me or not

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Faces

Every living creature in the world is equipped with some type of defense mechanism,
These mechanisms are used to protect oneself against the cruel nature.
Camouflage is a disguise using the colour or odour of the environment to keep itself out of sight.
Even though in the human nature there isn’t any such mechanism,
But due to the supernatural ability of men’s adaptability,
Human have over came our handicap and fully utilize what we possess.
Men are capable of having few different personalities at different occasions.
This is a very special type of skill in the survival kit.
I once knew a very quiet and shy girl,
She never talked much in the class 
And always leaves class exactly the time when school end.
She waits at the school gate, right next to a “7-Eleven” store.
The two whole years she never even stepped into the store
Because her mother forbids her from doing so.
This clearly shows how obedient and honest she is.
Only recently, I saw another of the Face.
It might be one that is on the inner layer,
She acts and thinks based solely on her own benefit such a prudish person
Despite on what the first impression I have for her,
I truly hate this type of people that can bear two totally different characteristic
Just to gain other’s trust in order to crush it later.
When one have seen the dark side of the person’s characteristics, 
Can a new bond of trust being build again?
After seeing how hypocritical she can be, 
Can we prevent ourselves from suspecting that one day she might betray everyone for her personal interest?
When someone have shown the most hideous part of her nature,
That particular person won’t be able to gain other’s trust so easily anymore.
There are also situations where shy people try to act cool to cover their passionate self.

This is a great gift, but have you put your potential to the fullest?
Try to use it in a moral way, not to deceive others, but to help them.

Conscious

As a rigid person
My decision is as firm as a thousand year old tree’s root
Never move even on the biggest storm
That was what I thought before it came
Why is the truth and justice I stand for all this time become nothing when I encounter this?
Are all these unquestionable values as timid as ant before this Moral Gangster?
Why is the whole world so thoroughly corrupted by the few decayed years?
Even after the few thousand years of moral implant?
Does this means that one day one’s life could be exchanged with all this illusionary matters?
In the near future there might be a possibility that we can buy one’s honour.
Or maybe one’s soul?
Is living such a miserable thing that we have to give in to materials that we create satisfy our desires?
Working our whole life just to acquire a bigger house, better car?
Since when have men turned into such lowly creatures?
Something told me that to live is to be an honourable man, not a working slave.

Achilles heels

When is someone most vulnerable?
Why did the full-time alert man suddenly became so careless?
My guard got down
Proven the trust for you
Yet why do you have to hurt me again and again?
And why is every wound worse than the one before?
It is like breaking someone’s soul again and again
Maybe till one day I will cease existing
And finally become not shattered pieces but vanished pieces

But still, I never regretted anything I hoped for
Is it because this is as the legend?
The legend that one can only truly love once
And if failed he will live on as only a body without its soul?

Uncertain facts

Good and Evil
Light and Darkness
Angel and Devil
God and Satan

All are opposites,
Bright and clear.
Have anyone ask questions when they see the heroic movies of Hollywood?
Questions if there is justice?
Questions if what is justice?
Is there is,
I might be one of them.
Cops and street bullies,
What are their differences?
Lets talk about the thing they have in common first.
Both of them have guns
Both of them take money from the people
Both of them are capable of terrible violence
And both of them speak with their fist.
And what differentiates them?
Some say it is the heart of justice that counts.
I say the money bullies take are black-mail fees;
The money cops take are bribery.
I say the bullies fight against the law;
The cops bully with the law in their back.

But I don’t deny of the existents of great cops with a great heart
The problem is that we cannot differentiate 
Whether he is a cop with a great heart
Or a wolf with a sheep skin.

So is there still absolute truth when all are contaminated?
Is there still great charming heroes like in the movies?

I doubt it.

Streaked by undeniable forces

The possibility of fulfilling a five thousand years old superiority. The current Republic of China also known as Mainland. From the word Mainland we can see the bold nature of Chinese. This current event is to prove to the world of the awakening of a sleeping dragon. Chinese always know that there are different characteristic is them that proves them unique. From the trace of history, China haven’t really met its worth opponent, most of the misery cause was mostly because of the mismanagement of the central government or the trigger of civil wars.

There is always this hidden vanity inside us, since the First Emperor, but lately this thought simply hid, ashamed by the defeat of world war, and the humility of unable to even protect its country during the invasion of The Eight Nation Alliance. It’s not an emendable wound. The only thing that could be done is like the acts taken by the current China government, ruining the whole nation with luxury, fame and cash.

For the best decision done in the history of China, the Olympic is another part of the drama of “The Spoiled Child with His Big Ant Farm”. Why is it a big ant farm? They never know what is going to happen next, they only do and sees what happens. But still there are many who are still in the illusion that they are heading for something bigger, a greater future, a bolder goal, a better tomorrow. And now the kid is trying to blame other kids trying to destroy his ant farm. Do not blame others for our own mistake! Since long ago have Chinese stressed that we are a great nation that loves peace, but yet we create weapons of mass destruction. We emphasis on moral behaviors, and yet we destroy civilians’ home with the reason “FOR THE GREATER GOOD”. I’ve see many criminals using the same reason when they kill their victim, saying that they are a hand of God trying to cleanse this polluted community. Are you not so? 

Sometimes, we can see the rebellious side of Mother Nature through many phenomena, maybe it’s the 512 earthquake, or it might be the frequent natural disaster lately? Going against nature come at a very high stake, but are you able to bear the cost? Or you are going to let your ants suffer because of your unnecesary stubbornness? 

All the clues only lead to one end, a widely known end. But is this great kid going to put down his ego and learn to read the signs? Is vice versa an option? Or is it a suicide move?