Faces

Every living creature in the world is equipped with some type of defense mechanism,
These mechanisms are used to protect oneself against the cruel nature.
Camouflage is a disguise using the colour or odour of the environment to keep itself out of sight.
Even though in the human nature there isn’t any such mechanism,
But due to the supernatural ability of men’s adaptability,
Human have over came our handicap and fully utilize what we possess.
Men are capable of having few different personalities at different occasions.
This is a very special type of skill in the survival kit.
I once knew a very quiet and shy girl,
She never talked much in the class 
And always leaves class exactly the time when school end.
She waits at the school gate, right next to a “7-Eleven” store.
The two whole years she never even stepped into the store
Because her mother forbids her from doing so.
This clearly shows how obedient and honest she is.
Only recently, I saw another of the Face.
It might be one that is on the inner layer,
She acts and thinks based solely on her own benefit such a prudish person
Despite on what the first impression I have for her,
I truly hate this type of people that can bear two totally different characteristic
Just to gain other’s trust in order to crush it later.
When one have seen the dark side of the person’s characteristics, 
Can a new bond of trust being build again?
After seeing how hypocritical she can be, 
Can we prevent ourselves from suspecting that one day she might betray everyone for her personal interest?
When someone have shown the most hideous part of her nature,
That particular person won’t be able to gain other’s trust so easily anymore.
There are also situations where shy people try to act cool to cover their passionate self.

This is a great gift, but have you put your potential to the fullest?
Try to use it in a moral way, not to deceive others, but to help them.

Conscious

As a rigid person
My decision is as firm as a thousand year old tree’s root
Never move even on the biggest storm
That was what I thought before it came
Why is the truth and justice I stand for all this time become nothing when I encounter this?
Are all these unquestionable values as timid as ant before this Moral Gangster?
Why is the whole world so thoroughly corrupted by the few decayed years?
Even after the few thousand years of moral implant?
Does this means that one day one’s life could be exchanged with all this illusionary matters?
In the near future there might be a possibility that we can buy one’s honour.
Or maybe one’s soul?
Is living such a miserable thing that we have to give in to materials that we create satisfy our desires?
Working our whole life just to acquire a bigger house, better car?
Since when have men turned into such lowly creatures?
Something told me that to live is to be an honourable man, not a working slave.

Achilles heels

When is someone most vulnerable?
Why did the full-time alert man suddenly became so careless?
My guard got down
Proven the trust for you
Yet why do you have to hurt me again and again?
And why is every wound worse than the one before?
It is like breaking someone’s soul again and again
Maybe till one day I will cease existing
And finally become not shattered pieces but vanished pieces

But still, I never regretted anything I hoped for
Is it because this is as the legend?
The legend that one can only truly love once
And if failed he will live on as only a body without its soul?

Uncertain facts

Good and Evil
Light and Darkness
Angel and Devil
God and Satan

All are opposites,
Bright and clear.
Have anyone ask questions when they see the heroic movies of Hollywood?
Questions if there is justice?
Questions if what is justice?
Is there is,
I might be one of them.
Cops and street bullies,
What are their differences?
Lets talk about the thing they have in common first.
Both of them have guns
Both of them take money from the people
Both of them are capable of terrible violence
And both of them speak with their fist.
And what differentiates them?
Some say it is the heart of justice that counts.
I say the money bullies take are black-mail fees;
The money cops take are bribery.
I say the bullies fight against the law;
The cops bully with the law in their back.

But I don’t deny of the existents of great cops with a great heart
The problem is that we cannot differentiate 
Whether he is a cop with a great heart
Or a wolf with a sheep skin.

So is there still absolute truth when all are contaminated?
Is there still great charming heroes like in the movies?

I doubt it.

Streaked by undeniable forces

The possibility of fulfilling a five thousand years old superiority. The current Republic of China also known as Mainland. From the word Mainland we can see the bold nature of Chinese. This current event is to prove to the world of the awakening of a sleeping dragon. Chinese always know that there are different characteristic is them that proves them unique. From the trace of history, China haven’t really met its worth opponent, most of the misery cause was mostly because of the mismanagement of the central government or the trigger of civil wars.

There is always this hidden vanity inside us, since the First Emperor, but lately this thought simply hid, ashamed by the defeat of world war, and the humility of unable to even protect its country during the invasion of The Eight Nation Alliance. It’s not an emendable wound. The only thing that could be done is like the acts taken by the current China government, ruining the whole nation with luxury, fame and cash.

For the best decision done in the history of China, the Olympic is another part of the drama of “The Spoiled Child with His Big Ant Farm”. Why is it a big ant farm? They never know what is going to happen next, they only do and sees what happens. But still there are many who are still in the illusion that they are heading for something bigger, a greater future, a bolder goal, a better tomorrow. And now the kid is trying to blame other kids trying to destroy his ant farm. Do not blame others for our own mistake! Since long ago have Chinese stressed that we are a great nation that loves peace, but yet we create weapons of mass destruction. We emphasis on moral behaviors, and yet we destroy civilians’ home with the reason “FOR THE GREATER GOOD”. I’ve see many criminals using the same reason when they kill their victim, saying that they are a hand of God trying to cleanse this polluted community. Are you not so? 

Sometimes, we can see the rebellious side of Mother Nature through many phenomena, maybe it’s the 512 earthquake, or it might be the frequent natural disaster lately? Going against nature come at a very high stake, but are you able to bear the cost? Or you are going to let your ants suffer because of your unnecesary stubbornness? 

All the clues only lead to one end, a widely known end. But is this great kid going to put down his ego and learn to read the signs? Is vice versa an option? Or is it a suicide move?

The Game

When you want to pursue someone
First thing the person will tell you is that 
They are busy at the current moment

Busy is a word
And also an excuse
For any woman that tells that she is busy
She is lying
For any man that says that he is busy
He is also lying
But there is a difference between both
The first one is trying to emphasis that she is available
But you don’t qualify
The second one is telling you that he had tried this cruel game and lost
So get lost before he turns you as a victim of retaliation

Sex does change how someone thinks
A man is always available until he is disappointed
He goes to any type of pub
He sleeps with any type of woman
He often work until he sleeps in front of the computer
Man uses many things to keep themselves from thinking about the long lost love

A woman is never available until she is amazed
She tries to pretend that she is not interested in any man
She often says that she can be perfectly well without man
She will break down 
After she break up with the man that she have really fallen for
The heaven and hell before and after she is in love

Why do people still wan to play with this cruel game?
Why go into the trap as you know you will be injured?
Why waste your precious time on some fantasy?
Why is it so seducing that there isn’t anyone alive that is immune to it?

I recommend this quote

“Love is a Name; Sex is a Game
   
  Forget the Name and play the Game”

Human weakness

I once believed in eternal friendship
But this experience taught me that everything that has a beginning has its end
And when the end comes 
Do not go against the forces of nature because you will get hurt
It’s like a country
United for too long it will separate 
Separated for too long it will unite
That is the law and even if you are united again

It will never be the same as before

Just like wound that will never heal again

I’ve learnt that there is no eternity
But now I am still here hoping for miracle to happen
Maybe this is part of being human
Hoping for the impossible