Thursday, June 19, 2008

Struggle of life

It is hard being a man
It’s not the hardship of earning a living
But the hollow in the center of you soul
This hollow isn’t cause solely of the emptiness
Loneliness is the true murderer
A man destined for greatness stuck with fools
Saw his future and dreams came crumbling down
What can he do?
These are the hardship of being a man.

Monday, June 9, 2008

Sham Smile, Happy Tears

Happiness is a type of emotion given by nature to all its being as a gift.
Sadness is directly opposite, a special type of expression that help us grief for the things that doesn't suits us.
With this two amazing gifts, we can express ourselves.

Even happiness is an expression to show that you are delighted,
But sometimes things go differently than they are meant to be.
Sometimes Joy is only to calm those around us,
A tool to make keep all the true sorrow to ourselves
Because we do not wish others around us being bothered
By the unwanted dilemma we are forced to face.

Similarly,
Tears can also be shed just to close up how cold-blooded men really are,
Something to show that we are alive,
Just to show others,
Not to ourselves.
I shed tears to feel pity for myself
For being so weak, unable, vulnerable.
But let it be known that those tears aren't only shed for this sole purpose
I will stand up after this fall
Gravity is not something I will surrender to
Let alone those try to set me down.


No matter it is giving a Smile or shedding Tears.
What that really counts is
The Pride and Honour gained by doing so.

Monday, June 2, 2008

Freedom of choice

By all means, what that really matters to the people today is the freedom, democracy. There is no one that doesn’t think of this as anything other than a ridiculous joke before the Renaissance. It was like assaying Alexander the Great was a homosexual, that Jesus had a wife and son like everyone else. But does this prevent this from being the truth? Later after our ancestors fought for the all these rights, we have all these rights we could use to defend our personal rights and benefit. But now life had changed, many don’t think of the history behind all these rights we have, they take every rights we have as a basic right that SHOULD be there. History should be revised, Before the Renaissance there is no such thing as freedom, or right among the peasants. Human can be treated as items for sale or even as animals just for the entertainment. Even until the 16th century the Europeans, famous for their democratic thinking, conquered Africa’s country by force and capture the people as slaves to be shipped to America. These are facts, shown from the history. None of these rights is necessarily ours, the rights are given because the person-in-charged wants to have a balance between the authority of the government and the support of the people.

More over we speak of the freedom of choice, the one thing that is most important, but do we know what is choice? Is it the right to chose? Is it different from the old times where everything is decided by the people incharged? What about the monopoly of a certain area or market by a company or a particular individual? Does that include in the choice you have? What choice do you have when you only have one option? Please do not look at this lightly. The profit or monopoly of a certain market can generate enough money for that company to conquer a country, which would create chaos and destroy the harmony of the world. However this could be solved very easily by being better at choosing, do not chose only because of the brand, you have to look at the products. Examine if you need this kind of product, or the qualities that it provides. Do not doubt your power to select or freedom of choice, because you have more than one option, either not to choose, or to choose among all the choices you are given. Therefore all shall be aware of the importance of your choice and the effects that will occur if anything goes wrongly.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

I'm Single

Why is it that I am the one that always do the talking?
Is it because you want to show that you are not interested?
Why do you threat me like a stranger?
Is it a hint for me to give up?
I never thought of it until yesterday.
Why am I so dumb?
There are so many clues that tell me one thing,
Give up
Then so be it.
But is it so hidden that I didn’t notice?
Or I refuse to accept it?
Why do I refuse to do so?
Am I so eager for this relationship?
Am I?
To be hurt over and over again is something I have been facing
Or can I say that something that I have got used to
Maybe I am destined to be a lone ranger for the rest of the year.
I can live with that
In fact I have been living with that for the past few years

I am single…

Between Us

There might be times where you feel like you are alone and don’t know what to do. And I am in that time now. I a very busy person, I take part in many school activities. Meeting, marching, games, camps I’m already numb to all these. In a busy life, I can’t find time to do other things, such as family, sports and love.
Love, is something very unfamiliar to me. I once had a fantasy.

The first look on your smile hypnotized me,
Is that love at first sight?
I am not sure,
I’m not sure if I’m in love.
But if I’m really in love,
What should I do?
Dates? Chocolates? Flowers?
I would really want something more realistic.
Not those epic movies we see.

Acquaintance between both of us,
Important place for each of our heart,
Deep love for the sake of each other,
Care and thoughtful,
And one thing to finish it all,
True love’s first kiss
To seal this ever-lasting myth.

I hope that this might happen.

















Between us.

Folly’s Decision

Maybe there is something that I missed out,
Maybe there is another meaning behind your rejection,
Maybe you love me but doesn’t want me to get it too easily,
All these “maybes” are excuses I made for myself,
Something to make myself feel better.

Maybe it is very simple,
Maybe I am too afraid to see anything,
Maybe it is time I learn to accept the changing matters,
All these are the things I should truly look at,
Maybe I am just not good enough.

For the devil and angel in my head,
Wars and battles have been fought,
Yet there isn’t a winner.
One day I haven’t made up my mind,
The decision won’t be made.
To accept or just to stay firm?

I am a folly,
Why not just listen to the equipoise?
Why not just listen to my heart?
It tells me one thing,
And one thing only.




You’re the one.